<center><a href="http://s192.photobucket.com/albums/z287/mela_mot/?action=view&current=bye-bye.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" src="http://i192.photobucket.com/albums/z287/mela_mot/bye-bye.jpg" border="0"></a></center> <center>smile.Ü</center>

<center><a href="http://s192.photobucket.com/albums/z287/mela_mot/?action=view&current=bye-bye.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" src="http://i192.photobucket.com/albums/z287/mela_mot/bye-bye.jpg" border="0"></a></center> <center>smile.Ü</center> http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/ <center><a title="graphic myspace at Gickr.com" href="http://gickr.com/"><img alt="myspace graphic at Gickr' /" src="http://gickr.com/results4/anim_bf8b863d-11b2-0d34-6d99-e03e32577ee3.gif"></a> <a href="http://gickr.com/"></a></center>  <center>the name's camyyy</center>  <center><a href="http://s192.photobucket.com/albums/z287/mela_mot/?action=view&current=icons-2.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" src="http://i192.photobucket.com/albums/z287/mela_mot/icons-2.jpg" border="0"></a></center>  <center>add me.</center>  <center>you won't be disappointed!</center>  <center>Ü</center>  <center>♥xoxo♥</center>  Tue, 22 Jul 2008 22:39:02 -0000 Fri, 4 Jul 2008 12:08:33 -0000 <center><a href="http://s192.photobucket.com/albums/z287/mela_mot/?action=view&current=bye-bye.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" src="http://i192.photobucket.com/albums/z287/mela_mot/bye-bye.jpg" border="0"></a></center> <center>smile.Ü</center> http://images.camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/logo http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com 100 100 One--Two--Three-SC-A! first time i brought my digicam, as a third year student! Ü super fun. love tri-ey so much. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/album/76/One--Two--Three-SC-A Fri, 4 Jul 2008 12:08:33 -0000 could someone just kill me? yes. kill me right now. i feel so guilty. i should have went there. i'm so stupid. i wanna die! http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/journal/item/36/could_someone_just_kill_me Sun, 22 Jun 2008 12:52:16 -0000 the hardest thing to say is bye-bye.. yes, its true. (= its a nice song. love it. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/music/item/20/the_hardest_thing_to_say_is_bye-bye.. Sat, 21 Jun 2008 09:02:18 -0000 From Pristine's Cam. Ü other manila pics from pristine's cam. so cuuuute! http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/album/75/75 Sat, 21 Jun 2008 08:36:23 -0000 it's been a year and ten months.. ..&& still nothing has happened. it's not like i'm expecting you to make a move.. it's just that, some questions haven't been answered yet. i want to confront you badly. how or why things have ended up like this.. is she much more important than us? i want to ask you so bad but i'm afraid, afraid that you might get mad at me. can't you just live without her? what can we do to make you not ask for more? aren't we enough for you to be happy? there are times that i think of what will happen.. what will happen if you realize that we were all you needed.. it was not her that makes you complete.. but us. will we give you a fourth chance? you already wasted three.. should we give you another? i'm scared of being hurt again, scared of feeling pain again. see, as i just think about it, it hurts me like hell already.. what more if it were reality? i don't want us to make the same mistake again.. giving you a chance.. cause maybe, just maybe.. the pain will be back again. i need clarity. i ne... http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/journal/item/35/its_been_a_year_and_ten_months.. Sat, 21 Jun 2008 08:18:57 -0000 grrrr.. i'm so lazy in making blogs.. hayyy.. is there any cure for it? :D http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/journal/item/34/grrrr.. Sat, 14 Jun 2008 11:54:57 -0000 Last Summer Escapade Ü FUN. of course it was! i spent half the day swimming on the beach && river. it was at puerto galera! &hearts; surely was the best trip i had! http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/album/74/74 Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:30:29 -0000 You Gotta Love Us.. Ü after a month, the dj's met again! yeahep. we did. &hearts;&hearts;&hearts; i miss them so much. unfortunately, jean moved. :(( she's not gonna study in calapan.. :(( "we miss you, jean! come back!" damn, i missed them so much. here are the http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/album/73/You_Gotta_Love_Us.._Uuml Mon, 9 Jun 2008 03:37:28 -0000 Gossip Girl&hearts; absolutely love this! &hearts;chair forever! &hearts;dan and serena belong together. Öabsolutely hate JENNY. &hearts;nate archiibald is MINE. Ü gossip girl rocks!! http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/reviews/item/7 Thu, 5 Jun 2008 14:15:44 -0000 Manila -- 04-27-08 -- 06-01-08 FUN. that word sums up the month i spent there. i mostly spent my time with my grandma. and i met my bff's sarina and pristine. :D super fun. will say more in my BLOG. [captions will follow soon!] http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/album/70/Manila_--_04-27-08_--_06-01-08 Mon, 2 Jun 2008 14:25:03 -0000 me love&hearts; -a chace crawford fansite. -has pics of him http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/links/item/10/me_lovehearts Mon, 2 Jun 2008 08:24:05 -0000 i take over, she breaks over! Ü absolutely &hearts; this song! my second favorite FOB song.. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/music/item/18/i_take_over_she_breaks_over_Uuml Mon, 2 Jun 2008 07:44:26 -0000 hey there.. Ü BLOG!! its been soooo long. :D anyway, i missed you. typing on you. rereading and changing some words to make you more readable. :D i have so much to tell. but sadly, i can't type it all. i won't write about my summer. it will be in another blog. :| it's about..   LEMONY SNICKET.   oh yes, about him. omg, when i saw sarina's complete set of books made by him, i thought, wow. much longer than harry potter. i have watched the movie, a series of unfortunate events but i never even tried to read the novel. what got me more intrigued with his novels is one particular book, the beatrice letters it was reallly.. hmmmmmm.. how should i say this.. it was unexplainable.. =)) when i read what was in it, i liked one of the letters he wrote for beatrice baudelaire[ the baudelaire children's mother ] i didn't know that lemony was beatrice's ex-beau.. not until sarina told me. [since she read all the books] the letter contained reasons of why lemony loves beatrice.. i wanted to cry.. for it ... http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/journal/item/33/hey_there.._Uuml Sat, 31 May 2008 12:19:53 -0000 i hate how much i love you, boy.. &hearts; i love this song.. though i love no one.. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/music/item/16/i_hate_how_much_i_love_you_boy.._hearts Mon, 19 May 2008 11:27:13 -0000 nate, why?!!! <A href="http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SASsRAoKCmoAADyXJBg1"><IMG class=alignmiddleb src="http://images.camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SASsRAoKCmoAADyXJBg1/pain.jpg?et=cUlzp5hA5Y25BxVzBE9owA&nmid=" border=0></A> nate!! why do this to me?! i deserve you better! :(( i love you! :(( i would accept other girls.. but vanessa!! :(( so sad. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/journal/item/32/nate_why Tue, 15 Apr 2008 13:31:55 -0000 half-half. well.. i feel half-happy, half-sad... half-happy cause..   dad replied to my e-mail. yep. he did. and i think he forgave me. i hope everything would be back to normal.   half-sad cause..   i still miss my friends.. damn, i really want to see them. some of them made my life colorful. bottomline, i miss them.   still, pain overpowered my joy.   hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..   didn't attend summer classes.. i had a headache. good thing though, sir alidz cancelled the journalism classes cause of the bad weather.   sometimes, i wished that there was only regular classes.. so that i wouldn't feel this way.. summer reeks for me!! ... idk. i want to laugh as hard as i did before. i want to smile as big as this smiley, <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/wink.png">. crap. i'm so crappy. i keep on listening to these songs.. that just remind me of pain. i'm sooo grrrrrr!! i'm really a complete psycho! haha:p well, that's all for now. i'm.. half-empty, half-full.     http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/journal/item/30/half-half. Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:11:35 -0000 hay, hay.. hmmmmmmmm.. damn, i feel summer!! yeah, i do!! the heat.. the sun.. aaaarghh!! well, something new for this summer.. i'm taking summer classes!! yeah, so that next year, math would be easier.. and i would be able to make it in newsette!! uurgh! i miss writing for the school paper.. [even though i just wrote one article!! =))] aside from the classes, i surf the net! non-stop!! yeah, yeah, i'm addicted!! well, that's the only thing that keeps my mind away from what i'm really feeling..   PAIN.   i e-mailed my father. well, i hope the sorry's ok. i just didn't expect that it would have a HUGE impact on him. he'll always be my one and only father. no one can ever replace him, no one. ... i miss my friends too. so many of them left.. :( i feel so regretful, focusing myself on my studies too much. and, making a small thing, a big thing.. :( i remember the time BH was breaking up.. if only we used that particular time bonding, instead of fighting.. :(( i saw kj.. i think it was... http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/journal/item/29/hay_hay.. Mon, 14 Apr 2008 12:42:52 -0000 So Sick i can't take this song out of my head!! http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/music/item/14/So_Sick Sat, 12 Apr 2008 13:32:06 -0000 melancholy. ^^sudden state of depression^^ crap. that's what i feel. family probs overload me. and missing my friends.. damn it.   i need someone. i need my friends. help me. help me survive this.   i wanna die. cause i feel no one loves me. i dunno.   btw, thanks to dear SHAN, AQ, MILKIE, && AIDZ. for sticking with me. through my bad times. i love you all so much. thanks for cheering me up. i really appreciate it.   i need someone. i need my friends. help me. help me survive this.   i'm missing my friends.. yeah, some of them aren't making "paramdam". you know who you guys are. i miss you ALL! ok? txt me, im me. i want to see you. i want to hear you. it's another thing that makes me depressed more. i miss you guys. so, so, so much.   i need someone. i need my friends. help me. help me survive this.   aidz, i'm gonna miss you. thanks for everything. without you, i dunno if i would have stopped crying..   AQ, thanks for listening. i hope we stay ... http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/journal/item/28/melancholy. Fri, 11 Apr 2008 12:32:16 -0000 1st National Jazz Chants Festival-- 03/31/08-04/02/08 it was in suuuuuuubic!! wushu.. supah fun.. i was with.. -closie dey -closie tatin -closie sashy -closie intel -closie aq -closie camille -closie clarise -closie yael -closie bianx -closie jojean -closie crispin -closie neri -closie jenkin -bezi nigel -mam maili -mam gana it was supah fuuuuuuun!! though we lost, our friendships grew tighter.. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/album/58/1st_National_Jazz_Chants_Festival--_033108-040208 Fri, 4 Apr 2008 07:34:17 -0000 Last Week Of School -- 03/24/08-03/28/08 pics of the people very close to my heart.. :( it's sad that someone left.. :(( but everything's a-ok. i know someday we'll see each other again.. still, tu-esi-ey won't be the same.. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/album/57/Last_Week_Of_School_--_032408-032808 Fri, 4 Apr 2008 07:28:36 -0000 Way Back Into Love i LOVE this song.. if my co-jazz chanters would ask me the theme song of our group, i would definitely say its this. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/music/item/12/Way_Back_Into_Love Thu, 3 Apr 2008 15:31:58 -0000 tu-esi-ey united we stand, united we fall.. we are one family!! haha:p even if we are the noisiest section alive, we don't give a damn!! haha:p friends for life.. [to all the teachers who criticized us, thanks so much!! you made us one!! don't worry, next year, we'll rock!!] i love you, tu-ey!! thanks for everything!! juniors na tayo!! http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/reviews/item/6 Wed, 26 Mar 2008 11:44:16 -0000 Recent Randomness pics of varying dates.. sooo random. =)) http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/album/56/Recent_Randomness Sun, 23 Mar 2008 12:28:42 -0000 Cameo -- 03-21-08 here are some pics from my ever-loved, webcam!! i adore it.. haha:p this is just plain vanity. :) some pics are with my bezi shan and closie lola.. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/photos/album/55/Cameo_--_03-21-08 Fri, 21 Mar 2008 15:01:54 -0000 my dear dey. this is for closie dey.. though we always argue, i hope that our friendship will still last. i love you so much. this is for you..   ..if you go.   why do you have to leave when everything here is already weaved? the pain i feel is oh so true, you made me feel oh so blue..   i hate it when someone dear, leaves me alone to face my fears. you gave me strength to carry on, you made my smile go on and on..   i love you so much, dear. maybe all i have to do is accept, my peer, that you have to go and leave me..   thank you so much, my friend, my love, my special sister. i don't want this to end, but i hope we'll see each other again. http://camsterzhsmfanatic.multiply.com/journal/item/27/my_dear_dey. 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