..&& still nothing has happened.
it's not like i'm expecting you to make a move..
it's just that,
some questions haven't been answered yet.
i want to confront you badly.
how or why things have ended up like this..
is she much more important than us?
i want to ask you so bad but i'm afraid,
afraid that you might get mad at me.
can't you just live without her?
what can we do to make you not ask for more?
aren't we enough for you to be happy?
there are times that i think of what will happen..
what will happen if you realize that
we were all you needed..
it was not her that makes you complete..
but us.
will we give you a fourth chance?
you already wasted three..
should we give you another?
i'm scared of being hurt again,
scared of feeling pain again.
see, as i just think about it,
it hurts me like hell already..
what more if it were reality?
i don't want us to make the same mistake again..
giving you a chance..
cause maybe,
just maybe..
the pain will be back again.
i need clarity.
i need peace.
i need truth.
of all the questions i want to ask you,
at least answer this one,
though you may not read this,
i just want to know..
do you still need a family?