^^sudden state of depression^^

crap.

that's what i feel.

family probs overload me.

and missing my friends..

damn it.

i need someone.

i need my friends.

help me.

help me survive this.

i wanna die.

cause i feel no one loves me.

i dunno.

btw,

thanks to dear

SHAN,

AQ,

MILKIE,

&&

AIDZ.

for sticking with me.

through my bad times.

i love you all so much.

thanks for cheering me up.

i really appreciate it.

i need someone.

i need my friends.

help me.

help me survive this.

i'm missing my friends..

yeah, some of them aren't making "paramdam".

you know who you guys are.

i miss you ALL!

ok?

txt me,

im me.

i want to see you.

i want to hear you.

it's another thing that makes me depressed more.

i miss you guys.

so, so, so much.

i need someone.

i need my friends.

help me.

help me survive this.

aidz, i'm gonna miss you.

thanks for everything.

without you,

i dunno if i would have stopped crying..

AQ,

thanks for listening.

i hope we stay open to each other.

ily.

milkie,

you are my closest closie.

you understand me.

that's why ily.

shan,

i couldn't ask for more.

^^

i love you all!!

i need someone.

i need my friends.

help me.

help me survive this.